Hey guys just want to say hello. I’ve been thinking about this for some time, but never had enough courage to post anything.

Just to introduce myself; I’m 25 living with my beautiful spouse, but she’s vanilla and I think, she’ll always be. I’ve never had a chance to talk to anybody about what I really am or what I like. And I don’t want to be one of those who are 50 and finally realize that BDSM is what they are really into. I really love her and my life is just great, but there is nothing more I wish each day than; putting a collar on her neck and making her to do tasks and rewarding (or punishing) her as I want.

Now here is my question; What do you do? I mean I don’t want to leave my partner, but I can’t live like this anymore.