believeinme

Your punishment of silence and harsh words is over. The time you gave me for reflection was time spent well. Tears, hurt, physical sickness. I understand now.....my torture was your torture....necessary for both of us to grow stronger. I doubted your reasons as to my pain...again, you were right. I never should have questioned this..... I thought I had given you my everything.....but you found more within me. Now I just want to accept that you are here to guide me, teach me, take me......show me the way....I believe. So calm I feel....so wanting to please you....so in love with you. The marks you inflict....every one of them a reason. And now, your control, your tenderness, your concern.....my body, looking for your firm touch......again I kneel before you.....my place....welded deep in your heart.