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I find myself confused wondering where it is I go from here. I am supposed to be the one with a plan that always knows where I am going in life, however, this time its not the case. I find myself with someone yet my mind keeps reaching to the past. I love my Master now, but at times I can't help but think of what my old Master and I shared.

We where together for almost 4 years until things ended. I was going to move to Canada to be with him forever. Perhaps I was stupid to think ...

I have been a sub for over 5 years now and for the first time I find myself questioning what it is that I want, what I need. It seems strange to me that all of a sudden I find myself thinking about something that for so long I never questioned. However, now that I find myself leaving a relationship of 4 years behind and starting a new one it has become more important that ever.

Even though I may be a sub I still have wants and needs that have to be met in order for a relationship ...