Desire, passion and hunger is something I need. A slave heart I may have but I still need to feel desired. I long for the passion and the hunger for one another. I am not just referring to the kink ~ I am talking about the fundamental foundation of a relationship.

If M/s can't have that then I guess that is not what I am looking for....

I am continually growing...learning and sometimes wading through baggage I found buried way back yonder in the basement I am a woman....totally and although I don’t like it I can sometimes be found a little complicated. Yes, I have emotions and sometimes they go a little wacky. However, the one thing I do know... I’m worth it.

I have always felt a little out of place...”born in the wrong time”...kind of thing. Family is my everything and I love with a passion deeper than can be measured.

I don’t need a jerk....I despise arrogance and it will only trigger strong willed stubborn pixie buried within (not a pretty picture <s>). Honesty, strength, confidence....those are indeed very good things If you are pissed off at the world and broken to the point of no return; I can't help you and you will only crush my spirit and I won't allow that.

Also, it’s not a “lifestyle” for me...it just is who I am. I’m not new too any of this....I’ve had many years and a few relationships to help in understanding what I need to have to offer all that I am to the One. I’m not a checklist of kinks...I don’t want to play..I want to dance and for us to create the music.

I am not looking for a Poly relationship. Nothing personal it just doesn't work for me.

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"I do not want to be the leader.
I refuse to be the leader.
I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness.
I want a man lying over me, always over me.
His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work,
his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot.
I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually,
artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman
I want to be dominated.
I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet,
not to cling all that I am capable of doing but I am going to be pursued,
fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding."