Have you ever read a book that you loved so much and got so into that you started to almost "feel" the character's feelings and emotions....?

Well i am just beginning my slavery/ submission online and W/we will eventually turn to r/l (yay!) but becoming a 24/7 slave has been a fantasy of mine for YEARS! and now that i am not only owned but also am in love with my Lord i find that, bizarrely enough, my mind is trying to separate this new part of my life <3 like it does when i finish a good series...... it is asthough my mind doesn't want to accept it as reality

Has this happened to anyone else?
If so how did you stop the separation?
HELP in general!!!!

OWNED mind::body::soul::heart by Wind_Walker