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I need a Master or Mistress…

I am a naughty disobedient piece of property that requires the necessary training. I need a n owner that will teach and train me through rewards and punishments.

I need an owner that I can worship and show the proper amount of respect to. I need to wear a collar that labels me as property and I need to be degraded and humiliated.

I need to be rewarded by tasting the luscious nipple of my Mistress or licking her juices from ...

years ago is truly when it all began. I was living in Beaverton (yeah, yeah, i know, the lesbo living in beaverton, realllll funny) Oregon and I decided to take my interest into BDSM past the part where i read some stories on nifty and then get myself off. An acquaintance of mine mentioned being into the scene and we were going to check out some clubs (which are apparently plentiful in portland) to see what it's all about. until i found out she was into bloodletting and that freaked me out. ...

I am seeking an online dom that is willing to let me also follow specific instructions from my real life dom, all restrictions are not on what the o/l dom can do to me, just what I'm allowed to do. If anyone knows where I should look please contact me

my dom has now decided that I will wear a collar all day and a leash at night. with the collar on I must not leave the house without prior permission, with the collar I must not do anything unless he specifically tells me to. I can't go to the bathroom unless he leads me, when he ties my lead to something I must stay there until he unties me, be it in the bedroom in the dark or in the kitchen tied to the table leg in front of his friends. questions or comments?

Today i'm angry.......and very disappointed! I understand the reasons....but still that doesn't make it much better....game face on......and cowboy up!

*sits down at the keyboard and looks back at what I have already written*

I have received a few comments both here and in PM from people who can relate to my story so far. I remember all to well feeling very alone and confused at times while my life was in transition. I’m sure there are others out there now who feel this way…to these people…you are not alone!!

So…back to my life story LOL

It was right about my 39th birthday, I had been to hell and back ...

I'm actually beginning to have a lot of fun writing this, I have never told anyone the whole story of good_girl before...not that the story is over yet, I have many chapters yet to live can't wait


So as I near my 39th birthday I know I’m a survivor and I now know what I have been missing in my life. I decided I must be crazy, I had always prided myself on being a strong and independent woman, how could the thought of a man telling me what was expected of me make me happy…but ...

I had a minor breakdown after my first post, a lot of old emotions came flooding back…strangely one of those emotions was of intense pride, the pride I feel for my daughter chokes me up every time, she has always been so strong, wanting to be there for me when her own life was just as hellish as mine. We are more friends now than mother/daughter and I am proud to call her my friend.

Ok enough sap, tonight I will write about the journey that began my discovery of myself, a much happier ...

When I first saw this new forum subject my thought was “cool, a place to tell my whole story” and then I began to wonder how I would tell it without boring readers to death. I want back and forth and finally decided that this would have been very useful for me to read others stories when I had first arrived here at the library. So…I am writing this for myself first and then for any newcomers who might find it helpful to relate to someone, as well as for anyone who might find it interesting.
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*turns up my speaker volumn and listens to "Adele-Chasing Pavements...getting my note pad again and some more courage* cant forget my note pad *giggles*


I hate having to write anything, everything. It doesnt matter the content i hate writing Lol..but it helps us, it especially help me with my vocabulary and grammar lol oh and spelling ( so all you spelling freaks who's stuck on spelling, i dont think im the chick for you all)

ok now back to my feelings ...