I do not know if You have ever had to do it ..but if you have,than I could seriously use Your help...

..After a long wonderful near perfect longterm relationship with My slave...

..I buried her three days ago thanks to a drunk in a half tonne..

..As a Buddhist I have no hatred for this man...

..I have great compassion for him for what I am about to put him through..

..But what I do have is a pain I was never expecting to feel..

..Noone in My vanilla world could possibly understand My anguish..

..So I turn to here..

..I am to say at the very least...completely lost..

..This situation is completely Unacceptable!

..Has anyOne ever had to do this?..If so ,than how do I get through it?