i am aware that not everyone will have the same answer, that is why i am asking...just to learn about what people are thinking and feeling...

ok here goes... what is it that you enjoy about causing pain? do you like it when we tolerate it? cry? beg? beg for more? is there a type of pain you enjoy causing more than others and why? do you like it when we are overwhelmed by it? do you like when or if we get nervous, jumpy or maybe outright scared of a session or do you prefer someone to anticipate eagerly the experience?

i would love it if you don't mind not only to answer what you can above, but if there is something i have forgotten to ask that you think we who receive it should know by all means do tell. Thanks so much for your time on this.