I am feeling a little confused at the moment...

I always thought I was a pure, 100% submissive. But now, I think I feel differently about the situation. I would love to have a boy, and take care of him, and be his... (dare I say it?)... Domme.


But I wouldn't know how if I tried.


This feeling... This want to be in control, to take care of someone in an entirely different way, from the top... I'm not used to it, at all. I'm not sure how to respond to my feelings.


Any advice? Commiserations? I'm not really sure what I'm asking for... I just need some help!