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    Happy Valentine's Day
  3. i love the Robert Frost poem on your signature. it is one of my favorites. i also love, Nothing Gold Can Stay.
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  5. Thank you, Laila. You sound like a really lovely person and I know what it feels like to love with all your heart and to be disappointed. You don't think you'll ever love again but you need to, you will. Sub devotion and love can run very deep - Masters don't always realise and don't appreciate what they're discarding. You will love again, I'm sure of it. Lots of love, Pearlgem x x
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    Back with your master I see! Good for you. Everyone should be so lucky!!
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    Thankyou for becomeing my friend you're photo is beautiful.
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    Saw your pics and I do not understand why you would write such things about yourself! You are beautiful!! Look at that face above - Lovely!!!!
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    You are beautiful!Thanks for posting the pics!
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About Laila

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Age
39
About Laila
BDSM Role:
submissive
Gender:
female
Status:
single
BDSM Interests:
D/s, spanking, cock-worship
A Bit About Yourself:
A girl on a her way to growing up...
Vanilla Interests:
Writing, Literature, Music
Location:
UK

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Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

Robert Frost

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50 Books 2008

by Laila on 01-01-2009 at 09:22 AM
With a staggering sense of accomplishment - I finally conquered the 50 Books a year mark last year.
Here's the proof:


January

01. Joseph Conrad - Heart of Darkness - [1,5/5]
02. Cornelia Funke - Tintenherz (Inkheart) - [4/5]
03. Banana Yoshimoto - Goodbye Tsugumi - [3,5/5]
04. Isabel Allende - Inés of my Soul - [4,5/5]
05. Julie Orringer - How to Breathe Underwater - [5/5]


Feburary

06.

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The road not taken

by Laila on 12-20-2008 at 12:34 PM
Once again I am without a Master - which is so much a lifestyle way of saying 'alone' that it makes me recoil.

In a way it was a longer process to loose him than it was to attain that rare and wonderful, mythical thing - a Master, one that fits, one that makes my fantasies soar.
When I felt his interest waning, being replaced by some inner demons and outer ones and inwardly turned thoughts - I wanted to stick with him. I was so used to waiting for him, that it seemed like

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Updated 12-21-2008 at 07:21 AM by Laila

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Emotional Depth

by Laila on 11-03-2008 at 01:59 PM
I just got back from a wonderful weekend with my Master. He is still going easy on me, taking it slow - letting things come naturally. I love him for that - I love how he gives us both time, how he makes me feel so complete in my submission, how he touches me.

I am still aglow with these feelings he planted in me. Today I know what the source, what the true form of my submission is. I know now that even though I might be naturally submissive - it has never really worked one hundred

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Updated 12-21-2008 at 07:21 AM by Laila

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Where is it gonna go from here?

by Laila on 10-03-2008 at 10:52 AM
About a month ago, my best friend A. asked me if I wanted to be his slave. It was a beautiful night, we had known of each others tendencies for long, had shared a lot, secrets, weaknesses, intimacy. We'd slept together before, sometimes with hint of D/s but not really. It was always difficult and complicated because I love him and he isn't ready for something new (he's going through a divorce) but somewhere he loves me too. He's crazy protective of me for one.

But that night things

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Updated 12-21-2008 at 07:22 AM by Laila

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