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The road not taken
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About Laila
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- submissive
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- female
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- single
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- D/s, spanking, cock-worship
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- A girl on a her way to growing up...
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Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.
Robert Frost
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.
Robert Frost
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50 Books 2008
by Laila on 01-01-2009 at 09:22 AM
With a staggering sense of accomplishment - I finally conquered the 50 Books a year mark last year.
Here's the proof:
January
01. Joseph Conrad - Heart of Darkness - [1,5/5]
02. Cornelia Funke - Tintenherz (Inkheart) - [4/5]
03. Banana Yoshimoto - Goodbye Tsugumi - [3,5/5]
04. Isabel Allende - Inés of my Soul - [4,5/5]
05. Julie Orringer - How to Breathe Underwater - [5/5]
Feburary
06.
The road not taken
by Laila on 12-20-2008 at 12:34 PM
Once again I am without a Master - which is so much a lifestyle way of saying 'alone' that it makes me recoil.
In a way it was a longer process to loose him than it was to attain that rare and wonderful, mythical thing - a Master, one that fits, one that makes my fantasies soar.
When I felt his interest waning, being replaced by some inner demons and outer ones and inwardly turned thoughts - I wanted to stick with him. I was so used to waiting for him, that it seemed like
Emotional Depth
I just got back from a wonderful weekend with my Master. He is still going easy on me, taking it slow - letting things come naturally. I love him for that - I love how he gives us both time, how he makes me feel so complete in my submission, how he touches me.
I am still aglow with these feelings he planted in me. Today I know what the source, what the true form of my submission is. I know now that even though I might be naturally submissive - it has never really worked one hundred
Where is it gonna go from here?
by Laila on 10-03-2008 at 10:52 AM
About a month ago, my best friend A. asked me if I wanted to be his slave. It was a beautiful night, we had known of each others tendencies for long, had shared a lot, secrets, weaknesses, intimacy. We'd slept together before, sometimes with hint of D/s but not really. It was always difficult and complicated because I love him and he isn't ready for something new (he's going through a divorce) but somewhere he loves me too. He's crazy protective of me for one.
But that night things
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