morwyn{Myrddin}

greetings A/all the brave souls who read my words. Was sitting in the sun relaxing today (oh how i love having summer lol) and thinking about life. Not life in a minute detail, but life as a whole. i have always endeavoured to live by some wise words from a movie i saw when very young, Dead Poets Society. And i quote.........."I went to the woods because i wanted to live deliberately. I wanted to live deeply and suck out the marrow of life, and not when i come to die, find that i had not lived". i believe my birth mother put it fantastically when she wrote a mantra for me when i was going through a hard time many years ago. She said ....

"I will not bow down to adversity.
The dragon does not melt in a pool of regret,
rather rises to meet the barbed shards
the galiants of gloom
throw in cowardly glee.......teehee"

Life can sure throw some curve balls at times. It has thrown me one at the moment, but i am refusing to claim it as mine, and am tossing it back from whence it came. Life for me is all about choices, Vanilla and lifestyle. i can choose to surrender to my true passion for servitude, or i can deny it and run kicking and screaming as far from it as possible. i can choose to forgive past hurts, or i can live in denial, and retain resentment and bitterness and pain. i can choose to see dark clouds, or i can choose to see that fact, and it is fact, that even though i may not always see it, the blue sky is underneath those clouds. i am not a 'product of my environment', my environment is created by me. i am no passive member of the human race, letting life pass me by, i am an active willing participant. This is my life and i am the one who has the say over how i deal with things. Life is a fantastic gift, a momentous blessing. It needs to be embraced fully and seen for what it is, a sheer miracle. It was Eleanor Roosevelt who said "If life were predictable it would cease to be life and be without flavour". If i had never found the courage within to put myself out there for the world to see then i would not be at the feet of the One i serve. If He had not the courage to do the same, well, obviously the same results lol. Life is beautiful, it is the quietly indrawn breath, the smell of a baby's head, the softness of rose petals and the grace of simplicity. It is a dance, a play, a concerto by Beethoven, exquisite moments of agony and ecstasy, pleasure and pain, all beautifully entwined to form a single heartbeat. Embrace it, live it, do not just exist within it, but truely live it.

So you thought this was meant to be a kink blog, and you are wondering where the kink is lol. i am going to leave you to find the answer yourself lol. Is your choice though.

With love and blessings.....morwyn of Myrddin