morwyn{Myrddin}

Greetings and welcome to my evening. As i sit here writing i am not even sure what is going to come out, teehee, but is that not the simple pleasure in writing!?!

Today has been a funny day. my Beloved One and i spent time together in a very light hearted fun way. How grateful am i that there is no pressure to be the silent sub type lol. i am a talker, and apart from duct tape or a gag, there is no cure lol, and i am just fine with that!

Thought i might paint a picture for you all about a little thing that happened a few years ago that really for me anyway was to be a defining moment in my life as a submissive, and very nearly caused a rather major change in my life. Please bear with me as i share my picture.

A few years ago after 10 years together, my ex Master and i parted ways. But that is not the picture, merely background. i then met a D/s couple who were beautiful and incredible and amazing. He was a Dom, and she His bifemsub/Switch. We decided that there was an instant visceral response to each other on many levels, both mind, spirit and my god......physically lol. After some time flirting W/we decided that we could no longer fight what was happening and almost without intention began to play one evening. They were both excessively sensual people, as i was myself and the long slow sweet ecstasy that we experienced over the next number of hours/days was incredible. They both topped me, and i lost myself in Their pleasure. my head was constantly between her thighs, worshipping at the shrine of her femininity, lips, tongue and hands draining every gelatinous drop of moisture that i could from her sweetness. Oh and she did taste so very sweet. Her responsiveness to me as i drew out of her body climax after climax, drawing back for a few moments between each one before feasting once again was intense and i was lost. He would pull me up every now and then, and like a kitten being pulled away from its source of food i would lie mewling in my need till He would place her nipple between my lips and even that would draw out another climax from her. At one point we took a break to go out for dinner, but it was not long before we had to concede defeat and continue the pleasure.

And then for me it happened. The moment when i knew beyond anything that had gone before that i was born for this, created for service, and it was such a quiet simple moment that has remained in my memory, and will for all time. They were both sitting on the couch, we were drinking coffee. i was at Their feet and the silence between the 3 was so comfortable, no words were necessary, and for the life of me i am not sure that i could have found words. He stood up and told me to remove His jeans using only my mouth. With infinite patience i undid His belt (a slow process without hands lol), undid His jeans and very slowly pulled them down. He stepped out of them and on hands and knees using only mouth i laid them out on the floor and proceeded to fold them, carry them to a chair, place them on it and curl His belt up on top of them. i heard Him whisper to Her "my god she is so beautiful". i thought my heart was about to burst out of my chest as i crawled back to Their feet and laid my face upon them, kissing them. She said to me "look at Me beautiful girl". i raised my eyes to see tears streaming down Her cheeks. She pulled my face towards Hers and kissed me so gently, the kiss then deepening into one of hunger and passion and need. Our lips becoming so desperate, Hers demanding and posessing, mine surrendering. She then told me to bite Her arm. i pulled back and the tears streamed more as the thought of hurting Her was beyond what i could do. i begged Her to not make me do that, at which she pushed my head to Her arm. He sat and watched as His wife made me bite Her, not hard, just a soft bite, at which Her body convulsed in instant climax! She laid my head upon Her lap and stroked it gently. my tears slowed and my body stilled its trembling. In that moment as the 3 of us sat there in silence i knew that my heart was full beyond it's very capacity. i was home, i was exactly who i was born to be.

Now this story could go on, but i just wanted to paint you a brief picture of a moment in time in which the simplicity of who i was, was never more evident and real to me. Was there flogging and spanking and playing...........absolutely, but that is for another time lol. If ever i have times of questioning myself about what it is that i desire i simply remind myself of that picture. It is like the fragrance of a rose. You can smell the frgrance and it will remain with you for all time as a moment of true beauty, choosing to remind you in dark times of some aspect of light and beauty in your life. Such was that time for me, a moment that will remain with me for all time. The simplicity of control, without need of tools, or toys, or raised voice is what really speaks to the heart of this subbie girl. The simplicity of servitude, with empty hands and full heart, the sweetness of a kiss, the taste of a woman aroused, the look in the eyes of true pleasure. i will carry these with me.

And for now i will go, but be well, be strong, and above all be blessed.

morwyn of Myrddin