sinful_desires {Nikon}

my loving Master,

Sometimes there are no words to convey the depth of my feelings and sometimes there is no holding back. i have always found that when the tears flow the words come so easily, every thought, feeling and emotion just comes tumbling out. So as the tears fill my eyes i have chosen to let the words flow.

You are the light of my life. You are the reason i smile from the moment i open my eyes until i close them. You are the one who fills my dreams. You are my dream come true. You are everything i ever hoped for and more. You are perfect in my eyes.

W/we have built a pretty stable relationship over this past year. W/we have had many ups and downs. my doubts and fears have at times hurt U/us both tremendously but your faith in U/us always pulled U/us back close to each other. i take full blame for the hard times that inevitably theatened O/our relationship. You have always seen the potential in me and never ever backed away from me. i have hurt you and put distance between U/us many times but you were patient and very understanding. You pushed me to deal with my insecurities and i believe through it all W/we have come out stronger than ever. i believe the hardest part of O/our relationship has been never having touched each other, of course W/we both know that is about to change. W/we both came into this relationship with O/our eyes open. W/we both knew it would be impossible for U/us to meet. However, a year later that has changed. A lot of talking and crying on my part has made U/us realise that W/we need to take O/our relationship further. W/we both know that W/we are meant for each other. W/we both know that W/we are irreplaceable. W/we both know that W/we love, adore and cherish each other.

Now for the part that makes the tears flow....

Every part of me aches to be with you. my desire to feel your touch, to be kissed by you, to give myself to you completely, to be held, to kneel at your feet, to have my body used and abused by you, to just be with you is overwhelming. i need you so much, i crave you, i desire you, i adore you, i respect you, i want you so badly. Sometimes it makes me cry so much because i can't control all these emotions i have. i cry because you are so far away from me and i wish i was there with you. i cry because you make me so happy and sometimes it is the only release that i have. i cry because i long to be with you, i yearn for your touch, i ache to feel your body next to mine.

i am counting down the days until i finally meet you in March. i am so excited and i know that you cannot wait to finally meet me either. i am filled with many emotions regarding my visit. i know it shall be a truly awesome experience for both of U/us.

You are so very special to me Master.

You are my one!

i love you with all of my heart Master

Your precious pet always

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