GrandMaster

About a month ago I posted an ad on this forum, "seeking painslut", not looking for or expecting anything but some fun play session. It's fun looking back when things are as they are now. But I'm getting ahead of myself.

I got approached by a few people, some who seemed interesting, all who dropped communication after a PM or two. All but one. Her name on this forum is PervertedPages, here is the beginning of the first PM she sent me;

"Hello. I'm stuck spending the holidays with my mother still and have no internet, so please forgive any curtness or spelling mistakes since I'm typing on a tiny mobile keyboard. I just wanted to respond to your ad quickly, even if it is just to say that it struck me and I would very much like to speak further."

So far, so good. Looking back now, she could easily have deemed it too much work, put it up and then forgotten about it. Thankfully she didnt.

We began chatting and since none of us had any solid expectations, we dove in headfirst and were as open and honest as you can only be a to a perfect stranger you know you can ignore and can chose never to speak to again.
As it turned out, we had so much in common, for one in terms of what turned but also completely vanilla things, and I felt a great connection from the start.
Chicken or the egg. Did we start to like eachother so much because we speant so much time talking and sharing, or did we spend so much talking and sharing because we liked eachother? It does not matter at this point. If we had met under different circumstances I doubt we would have shared so much, and ultimately not been able to understand how well we fit eachother.

Because we do, so much it's almost scary.

We've moved at a fast pace since we first started talking, even the first week when she had to stay with friends because of some problems with her apartment. We often talk for several hours a day, either having a session, talking about harry potter, or our feelings or whatever. She is such a great girl, both generally and as my sub. She is very obedient and we have gone very far in such a short time. She quickly becoming the perfect sub, at least to me, and to think we met pretty much by chance. We both have strong emotions for eachother, which is required for a relationship like this to be meaningful. Because it's not just play, we left that stage quickly.

One thing I am happy about is that since we started talking she has not orgasmed without my explicit permission. This came natural to her and she accepts that she has no control of her own orgasms. For example, last week she was told not to cum at all from monday-sunday (she came early monday morning), and was required to edge every morning and night before going to bed. Which she did like an obedient girl.
The reason for it? Because I wanted to. We both agreed early on that I dont have to have any reasons for hurting her, humiliating her or ordering her to do other things. Those things I do purely for my enjoyment. And she really likes beeing treated unfairly by me.
Thus punishments are not something we play around with, I only punish her when she has really disappointed me and need to learn a lesson. And punishment cannot be something she enjoys because then its obviously not punishment. When she does something to warrant punishment we are always quick to leave it behind us later, and she knows better than to repeat the same offence twice. I like her better as my obedient girl than if I have to punish her for screwing up, makes sense doesnt it?

Besides the no cuming except when I allow it and edge every morning and night, she has a list of other rules, and rules are added constantly. The detail of those will be revealed in another blog entry though, if people found this one interesting.

I guess I have so far not done a good job revealing the depths of humiliation I'm letting her have. I will not go into detail about that in this entry, but to give you a teaser until I reveal further, she has;

*tasted her own ass.
*started training with a butt plug she bought per my instructions. We are taking it slow but she is wearing it daily now.
*drunk her own piss .
*written that she is my property above her cunt, and written down her list of rules on the inside of her thighs.
*licked toilets (this was her idea, not mine).
*been using suction cups on her nipples daily
*restrictions on how often she is allowed to use the bathroom.
*said degrading things about herself while smiling and looking into a mirror, practicing until she can do it easy with a smile.
*told me she loves doing all the above for me.

The point of this was to share some of what we do with the world, and also to show my happiness I have found the perfect sub for me.

If this blog caught anyone's interest, please leave a message for me and her. Also if you are curious, ask her about her avatar