believeinme

One more brick to go, the mortar is loose, push hard.....I'm holding on...clinging tight...fingernails grasping the crumbling cement. Waves of past hurt ebb and flow, visions of smiles,words of re assurance., let me drop to my knees.....blur my vision of others unrequited love for you, .....................hold my hair, the gentle force of you ....weaken my defence, let me mould onto you..my lips, tight, surround your power. Hold me there, swallowing deep, feeling you warm me......finally reality, pull my head back, expose my throat...................for I am real, and the other.....a mere crumb of fantasy that will never exist.