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Once again I am without a Master - which is so much a lifestyle way of saying 'alone' that it makes me recoil.

In a way it was a longer process to loose him than it was to attain that rare and wonderful, mythical thing - a Master, one that fits, one that makes my fantasies soar.
When I felt his interest waning, being replaced by some inner demons and outer ones and inwardly turned thoughts - I wanted to stick with him. I was so used to waiting for him, that it seemed like ...

It is not for the feint of heart, this time of renewal, when the toll sounds the end of one year and the beginning of another. Promises will be made under the guise "new years resolution". Methodically, these promises will be made until, inevitably, they will be broken, the strength of temptation overpowering the strength of will.

Riteous indignation will reign supreme over the following weeks as those with more strength will laugh with pointed finger, as their friends ...

A task i gratefully accepted, double penetration. I have some very nice vibes and my fav happens to be a glass dildo- so, having been made wet and ready during my conversation with a certain Dominant Sir (smiles) I took to my bed and worked on his final gift of the night - orgasm from double penetration. I took the glass dildo and utilized it most wonderfully in my cunt, then I removed it and moved on to the larger vibrator actually called B.O.B., it rotates inside and has a clit stimulator as ...

For the warrior there is no such thing as an impossible love.

He is not intimidated by silence, indifference or rejection. He knows that, behind the mask of ice that people wear, there beats a heart of fire.

This is why the warrior takes more risks than others. He is constantly seeking love, even if that means often hearing the word 'no', returning home defeated and feeling rejected in body and soul.

A warrior never gives in to fear when he is searching ...

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ARMAGEDDON 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008, 08:59 AM EST [General]

Watched Armageddon last night and all I have to say is WOW! From top to bottom it was one helluva card! On a scale of 1 to 10 I would have to rate it a SOLID 9.95 without a doubt! All the matches were good and there was not a bad segment in sight. Let me begin with the WWE Championship match. I congratulate Jeff Hardy for finally reaching up and grasping ...

My private life isn't exactly always private. It isn't exactly well hidden either. I've gone as far as I can with my sob story to my vanilla friends and decided that at some point, no matter how silly I feel about it that i should flesh it out.

I remember when i was younger that I wanted to play Dominant roles. That I wanted to experience that and being a kinky 15 year old it wasn't hard for me to find that. The down side to experimenting especially at that age is that you end up ...

But, there are more issues that are starting to crop up. Let me give a little bit of background first.

I spent many years as a boy, in old-guard training. I loved my Papa very much. I lost him about 6 years ago after a surgery. The prescription pain-killer that he was on killed him.

After that time, I decided that I would never be another man's boy. I grew into the world of being a Dom and didn't look back. I have been very happy there.

After a ...

So, I headed down to LA last weekend to meet someone. I'm so thankful that I went. It had probably been about 6 years since I had been deeply involved in the leather life. I didn't really realize how much I had missed it.

I met an AMAZING man and spent the entire weekend with him. He woke things in me that I hadn't really known had been sleeping. I found myself on the verge of tears of joy the entire weekend.

This does, however, present a dilemma for me. I am ...

I've heard this song quite a few times recently and lately it makes me smile and think of this place. LOL Thought I'd share. It's by Incubus for anyone interested.

Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast to truth
(I don't want to lose what I had as a boy.)
My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat.
(As common as a cold day in LA.)
Sometimes when I'm alone, I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from ...

Okay so i have always hated shopping. i absolutely despise shopping of any kind, no matter why it is necessary.

So when Master ordered me to go shopping for a school girl outfit that i am to wear when he gets home in a couple of weeks, you can imagine my less than entusiastic approach to this particular task. To avoid having to travel from store to store in a vain attempt to find the appropriate clothing (in December in the northern US) i asked a local lifestyle friend where she ...