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I have been sitting here comtemplating my future for a number of different reasons and because of various situations that have recently come to my door. I am not going to ramble off into a woe is me type of blog because really...woe is not me. I am eternally optimistic and positive in my outlook on life. Often to my own peril, I am frequently disappointed with reality. However, having read somebody elses blog I feel inspired to write one myself based on a comment I was going to leave about her ...

I can taste more than feel
This burning inside is so real
I can almost lay my hands upon
The warm glow that lingers on

Moved, lifted higher
Moved, my soul's on fire
Moved, by a higher love

I surrender all control
To the desire that consumes me whole

And leads me by the hand to infinity
That lies in wait at the heart of me

Moved, lifted higher
Moved, my soul's on fire
Moved, ...

A pain...deep inside.

A wound inflicted in a moment of hate.

Images, feelings, replay like old movies.

Frustrated words spinning inside your head

Circling like the vultures of an arrid and relentless dessert.

Voices pushing you forward into the abyss.

Twisted faces with evil eyes closing in

Tortured voices uttering the historic remnents of life.

They wont be quiet, words of poison, ...

So…I’ve been thinking about who I am. Why I’m wired this way. Trying to find a moment in the past when I suddenly became me. I was younger then, innocent even. My head was full of love against the odds and unrequited angst. Patrick Swayze had overcome social class boundaries and taken Baby out of the corner so romantically, Tom Cruise had romanced his instructor out of the elite flight school and into the depths of my imagination. I was raging with hormones I had no idea how to harness and ...

There's no air tonight. All the windows are open. I'm so hot.

I can see the clouds gathering….there's a storm on the way…I love storms, there is something about the power and the heat and the air pressure. It's the power of nature in all it's awesome glory.

I see you, across the street, sheltering in a porch. Looking at the sky, then looking over to my house. I get that feeling in my stomach as I think about what could happen if you just walked across the street and

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