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Why cant people just be honest? I really don't understand what would make people want lie about something in this lifestyle where there are so many ways a person can choose to live their life. Either they could be online dom/sub/switch-they could be online poly, mono, have a stable(haha) they could be a sissy maide, bitchboi, grrllygurl type. So why LIE? Or Why not just come right out and say what you want or what you are doing.
I know with being online on a bdsm site(chat room) and there ...

tools used: a purple dildo and i was going to use my glass dildo(but thought i can just use one for both holes)

water based lube

total time of this assignment was 40mins...(i did keep the toy in and just clenched around it but not for task)
Well something was said in chat about clenching (pussy muscles) after a link to a toy site was displayed in the chat room lobby. Well to make a long story short, a little task was presented to me about a way to get stronger ...

I got to meet her today, she's a big sweetheart. we both meet up in the city, at penn station and walked into a borders and used their air con. to talk and get to know each other abit more.... and she's soooooooooo cute!!!!

i was abit late because there was some type of techinal problem on the path trains but she was a doll and understood and didnt hold it against me, which i appericate very much.

we talked about the net, the most of the ppl on the net and our friends ...

i just came back from my second munch and it was just as good as the first one. This one has alot more ppl and the food was alot better *blushes* Lol

Everyone was really nice, and very respectful. Warm and welcoming..i meet a few new faces, and saw some of the others from the last munch.

In Sept, there will be a play party and i will be going to that *blushes* dress normal, well this time i am LOL...maybe a school girl if i was going to the halloween party In Oct. ...

Well im back from my first munch and i had a wonderful time. Everyone was lovely, they welcome me with warm smiles and well wishes. Everyone there was nice, some more talkative then others but thats how it usually is when u are part of a group and a new person comes in. Lol..

at first i kinda felt out of place because i was the youngest person there but after awhile the ice broke and i started to feel like my zesty self and it started to get better...almost to the point i didnt want ...

Firstly i have to say no names will be giving about the person i am about to talk about. nor will i make in references about who he is or what his name might be Lol......thats my disclaimer....

all persons mentioned here might or might not be part of this community, so dont guess!~

Well, i was talking with this guy while i was with someone(just talk no play) i talked with him and we had a play on words for along while. Ok i split with the person i was with and ...

I think i round up enough courage talking with a member of the library last night about, munches and being afraid and going to one and so fouth. I'm so nervous, so excited and my tummy is already doing flips and i havent even registered for the munch yet.

In New Jersey Knot4everyone gives them every Thursdays, they just added one for Tuesdays( the one im going to since im off work) and Wednesday, in late evenings..
Which will be good for me since i work over night and get ...

*turns up my speaker volumn and listens to "Adele-Chasing Pavements...getting my note pad again and some more courage* cant forget my note pad *giggles*


I hate having to write anything, everything. It doesnt matter the content i hate writing Lol..but it helps us, it especially help me with my vocabulary and grammar lol oh and spelling ( so all you spelling freaks who's stuck on spelling, i dont think im the chick for you all)

ok now back to my feelings ...

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*pulls out my note pad, a pen, and some courage and begins to write*

this is funny i was almost forced by some of the members in chat to get my ass out there and start this thread.."fuck you all but i love you all just the same" lol

One of the members say that my lil baby blogs would get alittle more attention then her life, i hightly doubt that, she's wayyy more ...