I need to vent a bit tonight.

Shaking and screaming, I can't do this anymore
I've been nothing but a wreck since you walked out the door
Suicidal thoughts spinning 'round inside my head
I spend more than half my time just wishing I was dead
I'm lost and adrift, and I know not where to go
Your absence has left me worse than you could ever know
I wish I had never met you, so I wouldn't feel this way
I wish I could forget you, if only for a day
So here you wander through my head, destroying all you see
Leaving nothing but regret, loneliness and debris