Sometimes I feel there is something wrong with me, I feel dysfunctional in regards to what turns me on and what gets me off. I cannot have good sex if it is just regular sex, there has to be some sort of hitting, choking, or other type of pain involved. Not a lot of girls are interested in bdsm, and only enjoy vanilla sex. I never feel like I perform well in regular sex. Lately, the kinks have been reaching new levels.

Has anyone else experienced this kind of internal struggle?