Hey all,

Well there it is... my first real post. With the big question "am I driving myself crazy?". As I mentioned in my introduction post I have a newbee Master and I have much more experience then him and right now it feels like I wanna bang my head against the wall. My stomach is one big knot of emotions and it feels like I'm gonna explode any minute now. I have encoutered a similair thread about subfrenzy in the beginners stage, but I am not a beginner (*she said blushing*) and I know about all the baby steps, the communication, the learning process, etc... but my body is going wild and my head is spinning. The thing is I am doing it to myself... I am hooked on the stories on this page and frankly that doesn't seem to help at all...
I have tried talking about it, but somehow I still get the feeling that I am overwhelming him. Maybe I am too much.. I don't know (he of course answers "no your not"). I could be talking about it 24/7 if I had the chance but I don't wanna sound like the oversexed slut (well hell I am... lol).
Hmm... this post is going nowhere. I don't even know what I want to ask for.. Some advice? Some tips.. maybe just the reckonision..

Thanks for reading this illogical rant...

hugz
a frustrated mysc