believeinme
Banned

I will let you keep your dignity.
Your fantasy, your lies..these will remain secret so that you can save face. Three people know the truth.
How tragic it must be to live your life unable to accept defeat graciously.,needing to fabricate the reason why.
What a tangled web we weave when we try to deceive.
Sleep well, awake and look in the mirror......do you like what you see?
Dont fear, I wont expose you .........just remember,
Before you can be true to

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I felt it for real....you felt it in your mind.
I tasted him as he did me....you licked your lips pretending.
I heard his words....you only read them.
I see the marks.....you merely wished for them.
I held him in my arms....you only hoped.
I awoke to him.....you only dreamt of him.
I have him......you never did.
I am his desire.....you were a fill in.
I am his need....you were a toy.
I am his love....you were his amusement.
We

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One more brick to go, the mortar is loose, push hard.....I'm holding on...clinging tight...fingernails grasping the crumbling cement. Waves of past hurt ebb and flow, visions of smiles,words of re assurance., let me drop to my knees.....blur my vision of others unrequited love for you, .....................hold my hair, the gentle force of you ....weaken my defence, let me mould onto you..my lips, tight, surround your power. Hold me there, swallowing deep, feeling you warm me......finally reality,

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If my pain causes another to grow then so be it. Isnt that why we are here anyway...to teach, show and explain to others a right way to act. Its getting close for me to stand on my own two feet.....give this all away. My time is running out....the thrill of me is becoming stale. Ive learnt along the way....learnt to trust, to give my all, to do all I can to please and submit..... the twists and turns.....the tears and laughter.....all this will never be lost. I just cant stand the memory of being

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1.Stop spending time with the wrong people. – Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you. If someone wants you in their life, they’ll make room for you. You shouldn’t have to fight for a spot. Never, ever insist yourself to someone who continuously overlooks your worth. And remember, it’s not the people that stand by your side when you’re at your best, but the ones who stand beside you when you’re at your worst that are your

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