Red Dragon {mpellegrino}

[SIZE="3"]Scottish Word: Rasputin it aboot English Meaning : Always putting it about

Example / Translation of example:
Big Jock's jist found oot thit his wife is rasputin it aboot John, who is a tall/well built chap has just found out his wife is always having affairs with a lot of others chaps.[/SIZE]

[FONT="Comic Sans MS"][SIZE="4"][SIZE="3"]Well today something different. I wanted to try something today to give me a better perspective on something.

I got up early this morning, 5 am, and went off into the woods. I regularly go into the woods and practice bushcraft so in the pouring rain of today I found a quite part of the woods and set up a tarp shelter.Then I took off my wet jacket and settled down on the stump of a felled tree. I took three deep breaths and started a 5 minute contemplation on Dominance.

At first I admit I was just in the bliss of being out in the wilds the rain rat-a-tatting off the tarp. But after a few seconds I sank in to the purpose of the exercise. At first I the thoughts came to me were that dominance means control to me. It means guiding and shaping another, it means sexual pleasure and it means a feeling of security. I wasn't quite sure where the security thing came from but there it was. I guess I feel secure when I am able to to be in control.

As I wondered at the security aspect my mind quickly passed on as I thought "No that's not it at all, it's those things but it is something else." I thought and it came to me that my dominance means providing care, protection and shelter. More of a nurturing thing I suppose. And yes I guess it is as far as it goes that is right. I knew the 5 minutes I had set aside for this exercise were nearly up and then the last thoughts came to me that for me I think dominance is all the previous things but really encapsulated by respect. Respect for a sub who is willing to respect me enough to my bidding when I ask, place me in control over her and to do things for me, things she might not even want to but trusts I have her welfare at heart and she just wants to please me.

Those were my last thoughts before my allotted time was up, Broke camp, made sure no one could tell I had been about and went home to walk the dog in the rain. Funny what comes into your mind when you least expect.

I was writing the other thread, the one about Jenny and I have an image I can't get out of my head. (Why would I?) It is of Jenny blindfolded and tied to a round table. She has on a red halterneck dress, silky and sheer, now no underwear and red heels. She is tied with white cotton rope and the table cloth contrasts against the black table cloth.

I do wish I could get a photo of that. Actually wish I could take the picture. Wonder if I should place an add for a model.

I wonder......................................................

Oops, drifted off. [/SIZE][/SIZE][/FONT]