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I find myself confused wondering where it is I go from here. I am supposed to be the one with a plan that always knows where I am going in life, however, this time its not the case. I find myself with someone yet my mind keeps reaching to the past. I love my Master now, but at times I can't help but think of what my old Master and I shared.

We where together for almost 4 years until things ended. I was going to move to Canada to be with him forever. Perhaps I was stupid to think that such a thing would actually work out, but what we had was so amazing. For the first time in my life I believed in love, I believed that I had a soul mate and that I had found him. We where on the same page, we understood each other, he knew me better than I knew myself. It was if he could read my mind. The trust we shared was like nothing I have ever experienced. I trusted him with my life in any situation. Then in but a moment it was taken away. He tells me that he wants me to be happy, to live a normal life. He could tell that the way he was, the other girls, was tearing me apart.

I have been with someone else for a year now. And I do love him and we are going to move in together. But, I'm afraid. Will these feelings ever pass? I'm afraid I will never be over him. I know I will always love him. But now how do I move on? How do I find happiness in this moment?

What's next?