Miss Mei Chui

I was reading a thread here a few days ago about orgasm denial, and a bunch of people chimed in to say they thought it was horrible, and that watching their 'sub' orgasm was what turned them on. At first I agreed with them, but the more I think about it, the more I think that, in some cases, orgasm is when the sex ends. It's the time before orgasm, when your mind is foggy and you are out of it just because of a little tingle through your body--that is the sex. Sometimes (not too often) I seem to get into a state where I have a hard time thinking about anything, and my mind always wants to return to one fantasy or another, and I cannot concentrate. I feel light-headed, and distracted, and the only cure seems to be for me to take care of business myself (I don't have anybody to help out with that at the moment).

I can imagine how it must feel to be in that state constantly, to be occasionally teased right to the edge and then denied, over and over for days, weeks, even months, always just a little out of sorts, my mind scattered, a little bit out of focus unless I really, really concentrate. It would be like a long, long teasing session; it sounds so erotic, even if I don't think I could ever do it (I cannot stand being out of it for that long when I have things to do).