love2serve

Life is funny is it not? You take things for granted.... family, friends, lovers - the list is endless. Things plod along, and then BANG... something happens to change your life - perhaps forever. Life is suddenly different - you have everything you ever wanted - you have someone you trust, who promises to look after you, cherish you, treat you with the respect that you long for. When you find that perhaps things arent as you hoped its hard isnt it. To put into perspective your feelings for that person. I suppose what im trying to say is that I am married, he has cheated on me in the past and I never thought I would ever do the same, until I discovered this site and met someone who I connected with sufficiently for me to imagine that it could happen. I am so glad that this person chose me and that I chose to accept his invitation to meet and embark on my journey into submission. So happy that perhaps sometimes I am blinded by my feelings and am far too trusting (not in the physical sense - I trust him with my life and that is no lie) but in the emotional sense - as quite a large proportion of women are. Their hearts rule their heads as much as a mans penis rules theirs - lol - a harsh comment but true nonetheless - so I guess this blog is redundant in as much as I have brought trouble on myself and have no-one else to blame for any consequences that occur as a result. This has been a strange blog entry....... wont make sense to anyone but me and one special person, who knows that he means so much to me and that my life will be so empty without him if he makes the decision I think he will.