naomislave7591

hello everybody you will know be by another name which was slavenaomi57 but now i have changed it to naomislave7591 why i changed my name is because i use to be a slave/partner to mcUK who left me and my son on the 13th of dec to live with another woman who is a member here also and now this woman is slave/partner to mcUK i was with Master/partner for 5 years and cant believe that he is going to throw our relationship down the loo for this other woman even though Master/partner told me that he never finishes with a relationship he leaves that to his partner which was me but he has finished our relationship and now Master/partner does not want to stay in contact with me by either text or phone as he has changed his sim card he does not reply to my e mails as i think that he has blocked me or has changed his e mail address also he does not reply to my messages on here neither all this worry that i have has caused me to have a nervous breakdown and my depression anxiety has got worse also since he has left he has left me 5 months arrears on the rent which is another worry for me as i could be homeless very soon but all of this i still love Master/partner and i always will and wish that he would come back to me but my door will always will be open if he does decide to come back to me also since he left me and my son for this other woman i dont sleep at all well i dont hardly eat and dont hardly go out and if i do it would be to go and see my doctor council job centre and work directions i feel lonely sad unhappy unwanted unloved and feel like i am a ugly person as i cant even bare to look at myself when i am naked these last 47 days have ben hell for me and i am hurting inside as i cant get Master/partner out of my mind its worse when i go to bed as he is not lying next to me in the morning as he is not here for me to give him a good morning kiss like i use to i am hurting inside and cant move on i feel like giving up the ghost as he is not with me anymore and it is not worth me living without Master/partner in my life yes i do have a son to think about but he is 22 years old he could easily go back to worthing if i did finish my life as i cant stand the pain any more in not having Master/partner with me anymore