hoosakitty

It has been a while now. The habit of looking for your messages has lessened….if only a little. I have reconciled with the fact that you will no longer answer my calls. The desperation has subsided to longing. I have refused to look at your words for several weeks now…if only for self-preservation. No more do I write to you daily, filling your inbox with sorrow and anger that will one day be deleted by some automated demon…unread.

But I still hear your voice….sometimes a whisper…other times loud, demanding to be heard. You haunt me…and I don’t want you to stop…because that will be the day you are truly gone.