Kissing the whip

Punish me

I am standing before You naked,
with my hands on the back of my head,
defenseless.

Punish me for loving You.

Please take a sjambok and hit my exposed body,
beat my breasts till they bleed,
punish me for loving You.

Please use the sjambok on my bare back,
beat it till it bleeds,
punish me for loving You.

Please make the skin of my bottom break,
make me bleed profusely,
and put salt in my wounds,
punish me for loving You.

Please hit my thighs with the agonizing rhino hide,
make them bleed, my beautiful Queen,
punish me for loving You.

Please hit my clit and my labia with your sjambok,
beat them till they are covered with blood,
till blood is flowing from my crotch,
punish me for loving you.

Please make me kneel on sharp gravel
till my knees are bleeding,
punish me for loving You.

Please brand my nipples with your cigarette,
make me howl in torment,
punish me for loving You.

Please put me in the path of lions,
nude and hogtied,
punish me for loving You.

Please put me in the path of fire ants,
and i will become a fire of agony,
a fire of loving You.

Ngiyakuthanda – this is the wind –
ngiyakuthanda – these are the steps of a leopard –
ngiyakuthanda – this is the swarm of the ants –
ngiyakuthanda – this is a blaze in the heart,
never to die.


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Ngiyakuthanda means "I love you" in Zulu. Thanks vicmal96 for the phrase.

Sjambok is a South African type of whip, best made of rhino or hippo hide.

The addressee is the same Zulu girl as in my entry Ngiyabonga.