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, 12-23-2011 at 07:56 PM (2746 Views)
If my pain causes another to grow then so be it. Isnt that why we are here anyway...to teach, show and explain to others a right way to act. Its getting close for me to stand on my own two feet.....give this all away. My time is running out....the thrill of me is becoming stale. Ive learnt along the way....learnt to trust, to give my all, to do all I can to please and submit..... the twists and turns.....the tears and laughter.....all this will never be lost. I just cant stand the memory of being subjected to menial tasks while another lay in my others mind and heart. Cruel games, who won?.....
Being told that I should never have known...would never have been told....this in itself is worse than honesty. Now I cannot trust again....
Another wound on my heart....is there any healthy tissue left?....doubtful.....too many scars..
Crucified and given the third degree for something I never did...made to consume guilt that wasnt warranted.......
Time to go?.....Perhaps. Stronger, more knowledgable, definately more confident....ironic isnt it?....Total submission makes one able to take control.
Its time .