I can't imagine 30 years, they must have been wonderful. I lost mine after six and a half of marraige.
Thank you for the remarks and yes death of your wife sucks big time, i know that my life will never be the same as i could never find a wife/Mistress with her qualities ever again. I too am moving on but after 30 years it is so damn hard. My Regards
Read about your loss in the lonelieness thread. truly sorry to hear about it. I lost my wife to cancer many years ago, and its a part of me that I think will never be the same again. I am moving on, but I'm also different.