nervous49

To say I was drawn to it against my will obviously isn't true as I've probably been some kind of closet sub all my life. On the surface everything was vanilla but underneath there were too many questions that needed answers and I didn't have them.
It's helped coming on to this site and realising what a friendly commmunity you have here and, you never know maybe I'll find some of those answers here.
I'm now in my fifties and while there have been many relationships the only two that ...