meliand3

I just read a post about emotional reactions and bdsm. I know that I had a strange childhood and that for me bdsm helps me to work out some of my own emotional problems in a good way. is that healthy? I know that some of my emotional problems are what causes me to enjoy bdsm sooooo much, it is why I am a sub, does everyone have some life-changing memory of their previous experiences that cause them to enjoy bdsm or is it just a thing?

I am seeking an online dom that is willing to let me also follow specific instructions from my real life dom, all restrictions are not on what the o/l dom can do to me, just what I'm allowed to do. If anyone knows where I should look please contact me

my dom has now decided that I will wear a collar all day and a leash at night. with the collar on I must not leave the house without prior permission, with the collar I must not do anything unless he specifically tells me to. I can't go to the bathroom unless he leads me, when he ties my lead to something I must stay there until he unties me, be it in the bedroom in the dark or in the kitchen tied to the table leg in front of his friends. questions or comments?