love2 ... i can empathise, truly, with all my heart. You are so right when you talk about how much of an emotional bond can develop especially when a relationship involves this kind of power dynamics and you opening up all of your submissive heart and soul. Whatever happens, i hope that you stay safe and well .... and that somehow, things will work out for you.
so now what has happened since .. has things changed for the better // are you happy with the way things are progressing ?? Jim